11 August 2009

Depressed much?

Today sucked. It started with something that's been a year in the making. I'll post about it tomorrow maybe, I really don't have the energy to put it all into words right now. So I went to Walmart and bought all of the sucky day things: twelve Dr. Pepper's, Iced Oatmeal cookies, a new love book, chocolate ice cream, and yarn.

Then I came home to find that Tonka had eaten my very favorite shoes. The ones that the shoemaker/fixer told me to let go of, but I didn't. These shoes are precious to me. I have nursed and worn them gingerly for months now. Only to come home to them in this condition. I loved them dearly and now they are in the garbage. I immediately text my Mom, which made me laugh a little.


So then I decided that this would be the best time to fight the fight with Comcast. They have been charging me for cable TV (which I told them to cancel when I moved) and long story short they will not remove it from the bill until I return the cable box. I didn't know anything about returning the stupid box until a few days ago, and frankly I just haven't had the time to do it. Also, I won't pay the bill until they remove the cable charges. So we are both stubborn and they won the fight today by disconnecting my services. Heaven forbid I go more than a few hours without internet access, so I paid the past due balance and my services are connected again. I'll return the box tomorrow and get the charges reversed, hopefully.

Oh and I'm fat. I have been taking a steroid for my shoulder, which I think is helping it but the side effects are awful. I shake like I have Bells Palsy and I am STARVING. Seriously. I could eat an entire cow and then have a bowl of ice cream. Yesterday, I had Cafe Rio for lunch, went to my parents and ate dinner, then came home and ate a ham and cheese sandwich, then a bowl of cereal, then after I went to bed, I woke up and had a bowl of ice cream. So needless to say I am a total fat ass. And my recent Walmart trip isn't helping my steriod-induced-eating-disorder. I am on day 7 of 16 so by the time I finish I'll easily be pushing 300 lbs. Lovely.

So I have the thing I'll tell tomorrow, my dog ate my shoes, my internet was disconnected, and I'm fat. I'm in the dark place.

6 comments:

John Pender said...

Tonk does good work! :)

jayni said...

hahaha. I LOL'd. You are a nerd. You would could never weigh 300 pounds. And at least you have an excuse for eating like that. I don't and I still eat that way :D Tonk needs hims butt spanked. He is a bad boy some times!!! I am sad your shoes are gone. I loved those too :(

Jayni said...

I just looked at that picture of your shoes again and laughed again. It makes me smile. Even though I am sad for you.

-nickk and whitleyy- said...

hahaha! best post ever. i hate to laugh at your "dark times" but girl, you're hilarious! i love you and i hope those dr peppa's treat you well! i'm sorry about yer shoes. lol i'm sorry. NOT lol... ;) oh and tell your mom that she made me laugh. hard.

*JandH* said...

I'm sorry about your bad day...I hate days like that, to top it off the outfit of the day or the hair or the wrongs shoes always seems to go hand in hand...making you hate yourself even more. I hope tomorrow goes better. And...not to rain on your parade but Bells Palsy is the paralysis of the face...I think the word you're looking for is Parkinsons. XO!!

Meagen said...

Yes, that's what I meant. I'll fix it.

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